I could go for a blunt right about now. I saw a pic of this girl I used to be real into it with on Facebook the other day. She was with another dude looking happy as fuck. Goddamnit, it's shit like this that puts me in fucking Heartbreak Drake moods, because I swear all I wanna do right about now is black out my window and sleep while somber music and simulated rain noises play in the background.
Loneliness is... Annoying. I mean, yea it's sad and depressing and shit, but that's a given. No one really talks about how fucking irritating being lonely is, though... and awkward. It's awkward when everyone realizes you've been alone for a long fucking time, and it's even more awkward when they realize "Yeah, it's probably not by choice like he said three years ago."
Fuck sex, too. That shit is just complicated... and sparse, in my case.
Sex for me feels like it comes as often as Jeepers Creepers does (google it, feel my pain).
As I write this, I realize it's more difficult than I imagined. I'm having trouble stepping outside of myself and writing this without bringing myself down, so I'm gonna curtail it here, go to my room, and watch all of these movies I just downloaded illegally.
[X_X]-A.P.
Loneliness is... Annoying. I mean, yea it's sad and depressing and shit, but that's a given. No one really talks about how fucking irritating being lonely is, though... and awkward. It's awkward when everyone realizes you've been alone for a long fucking time, and it's even more awkward when they realize "Yeah, it's probably not by choice like he said three years ago."
Fuck sex, too. That shit is just complicated... and sparse, in my case.
Sex for me feels like it comes as often as Jeepers Creepers does (google it, feel my pain).
As I write this, I realize it's more difficult than I imagined. I'm having trouble stepping outside of myself and writing this without bringing myself down, so I'm gonna curtail it here, go to my room, and watch all of these movies I just downloaded illegally.
[X_X]-A.P.
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