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Wednesday, June 27, 2012

It's 11:59 PM

I've become privy to knowledge that I will have to pretend not to know for the duration of my foreseeable future. It's not in my nature to judge, it's just crazy, knowing shit about people. Like, finding out how someone is behind closed doors. Honestly, I'm ashamed of myself for doing what I did, and I wish I could forget. Now, the next time I see her (which is soon), I'm gonna know exactly what's going on in her head when she alludes to certain things and gets quiet. Damn, that's kinda fucked up.
Fuck it, though. It is what it is.

Meanwhile, on the other side of town...
Just got back from playing pool with my niggas. Shit was cool. I won twice. Both by default. Swag King Kong. I'm ashamed of myself for having just typed that.
Jacked a pinch from the master stash. About to finesse that and then think about shit that I shouldn't think about, but won't give a fuck about thinking about due to highness. I'm coming under the impression that the epic length of my dry spell is starting to affect my sense of reasoning, and definitely throwing off my aim. To be esoteric, I'm repeatedly targeting friendlies...
Sometimes I feel like I'm saying too much, but where else am I going to say it? Other than my private private blog. No one I know will ever find that. That's a big bowl of confidence I'm going in on right now.
Fuck it, weed time. I wanna try and get this one girl to send me some new nudes. She's so sensual with hers... I think she's hotter than she gives herself credit for, or I'm just an attentive fan. I considered taking some new dick shots to send to her, but... How many times can I send you my dick before it gets old? I'm not about to get inventive with poses. I am admittedly fond of casual poses that just happen to have my dick hanging out. Lol, leisurely dick pics... They've gotten good reviews from the porn blogs I've submitted to, though. Might try some shit after I smoke. I wanna hop on Omegle and find some mid-week night freak... Something about having an audience. I love the girls that look more curious than turned on. I think I'm a closet exhibitionist. If I had a a better body, I'd have been doing porn. I'm working on it, though. I'd have no problem being a well known rapper with a porn career on  the side. I like fucking women and re-watching my conquests. Listening to girls cum from my doing is high all its own. I've tried to stop this post a few times since I've started writing... I should do that now.
Still, while I'm already offbeat and random: ALL GIRLS ARE SEXUAL DEVIANTS.
Took forever to learn. Not a lesson soon to be forgotten, though.
Ok, smoke time. Serious.


[X_X]-A.P.

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